20. The Fight

1. I did not make it. 2. You did not dare. 3. It was then I realized
I had to do it if I didn´t want to loose Svalan as a friend.

It´s a fight to keep up with the projects you want to do.It´s a matter of trying to keep the balance between work you chose to do and the money you need.
I would need a second life you do all the things I have on my to-do-list.
I just dont want to "do it" I want to it to be good to and good in a specific way. I don´t really know if I can tell want I am looking for but when working suddenly it´s there. The line and look I want.
This sounds crazy but I cand "fall in love" with a inked line I just did. It´s confusing.
Other projects keep this project dealyed but I will get back to it soon. About 40 pages finished at the moment of 150 planned.